here i go again :)

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt. It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

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You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend whatever you have.

You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Who's The True You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

The Great Relapse.

i'm almost back to my old self again. :) Yey! The memories that were once painful to think about became distant thoughts that somehow make my heart melts. So here's the greatest relapse happening right now inside my room. Memories that make me smile, laugh and sad all at the same time... great feeling on a lazy sunday morning. :)

Time: OCTOBER LAST YEAR, Friday the 13th, friday morning.
Where: Petron, Cyberzone Alabang Muntinlupa

On our way there, maybe around 2:30am, after the claims training inside B's CRV.. after we bought shawarma with Aminah and Mike.. B suddenly stopped the car and confessed.. "Its happening, Kellie. I tried to deny it.. I tried to hide it but its happening. I dunno.. it was there all along. You have this charm.. around boys. I dunno what it is.. pati ako nabiktima mo. You make me weak.. you have that effect on me."

Me: I don't know how long I will be strong. Pero if i give in.. will you promise not to tell a soul?

B: Do you really think I'm strong? I'm not Kels.

Outside after parking his car..

B: Since Margo is here.. i promise to behave. (Kisses me on my cheek)

After a while. After hanging out with Margo. I walked him to his car to get my stuff.
K: Hey you, drive safely. (leaned over to give him a kiss on his cheek but instead he moved his head to catch my lips.. and we kissed gently for a while.)
B: You are a great kisser. I hope I'm not that bad.

I smiled and walked away.

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We could have been pretty great, B! What could have happened if I didn't let you go that last night in Alabang? What if I just run into your car that morning when you bid me goodbye? That was the last time I ever saw you.. I can feel that inside that we're on the same ground but then we were both scared to confess what we really feel. Whats holding us back, I really don't know. Maybe when the right time comes.. we will know for sure. Thank you for making me happy in that short period of time. I can't promise not to like another guy like you again.. but hey, i've learned better. I promise not to screw it up the next time. Have a great life. :)

post partum depression of hair loss...

At first I thought it was a great idea to cut my hair... its so hot and I'm so bored I decided to go to the salon. I said to myself.. well, I need a make over after all the shit thats happened. The gay hairdresser said i have really good hair.. the kind that commercial models have. I stood up and caught a glimpse of my hair and stare at myself for a looooong time and I said.. hell yeah.. I look pretty great.

I went home and my sister told me that my hair sucks. She asked me what was i thinking? I have a wedding that I'm going to attend to by the 18th and I better hope that I can grow them all back because I will look completely stupid in my dress with a hair this short. So what? Its fucking hot and I'm not going to wait after the 18th to cut my hair.. but then again after some thinking.. I realized that my hair looks a bit off..

plus the dress is killing me.. i hope that it will really good on me.. i have to wait until the 11th to try it on.

By that time.. I have to figure out a way on how to wear my hair too...

Erasing all negative thoughts...

I WILL LOOK DAMN HOT IN THAT WEDDING!

hornbeam what?

You Are A Hornbeam Tree

You are a reserved person, looking in from the outside. Naturally attractive, you take good care of your looks. You are not egoistic, and you make life as comfortable as possible. You look for kindness in others - though you are seldom happy with yourself. A bit mistrusting and unsure, you dream of being swept away by someone unusual.

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

nice to know...stuff

You Are More Like Angelina Jolie

Bad girl with a heart of gold. You are smart, sexy, and strong willed. You aren't against stealing another girl's man... If he's better off with you!

Are You More Like Jennifer or Angelina?

Your Pick Up Line Is

See my friend over there? She wants to know if you think I'm cute.

What Pick Up Line Should You Use?

You Are a Very Bad Girl

You are 10% Good and 90% Bad As they say, good girls go to heaven and bad girls go everywhere! You make most bad girls look like angels - and have a hell of a time along the way.

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

People Envy Your Confidence

You have the attitude and self esteem to take on anything. Failure is beyond not an option for you - it doesn't even cross your mind. People envy your ability to take on any challenge ... and they're secretly afraid you think you're better than them. You don't. You're just sure of yourself.

What Do People Envy About You?

see, B! I shouldn't really date you in the first place!

Never Date a Libra

Indecisive, flirtatious, and downright deceptive - your Libra will tell you what you want to hear. Problem is they'll be telling *everyone* what they want to hear. Instead try dating: Pisces, Taurus, Virgo, or Scorpio

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

hey... this is really interesting!

You Are The Chariot

You represent a difficult battle, and a well-deserved victory. You tend to struggle to get what you want, both internally and externally. You excel at controlling opposing forces, getting down the same path. In the end, you bring glory and success - using pure will to move forward. Your fortune: There is great conflict in your life right now, either with yourself or others. You must find a solution to this conflict, which is likely to be a "middle road" between the two forces. You posses the skills to triumph over these struggles, as long as your will is strong. You are transforming your inner self, building a better foundation for future successes.

What Tarot Card Are You?

You True Love Will Find You

When it comes to love (and life), you totally put yourself out there. It's very easy for you to find love - and for love to find you. The best part is, you're never even actively looking to meet someone. You're just out there so much that love always seems to come your way.

Will Your True Love Find You?

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

How Happy Are You, Really?

In 1981 (the year you were born)

Ronald Reagan becomes president of the US Minutes after Ronald Reagan becomes president, Iran releases 52 American hostages that had been held captive for 444 days President Reagan is shot in the chest by would be assassin John Hinkley Space shuttle Columbia, the world's first reusable spacecraft, is sent into space A suspended walkway in the Kansas City Hyatt Regency Hotel collapses, killing 113 A female former lover files a "palimony" suit against tennis star Billie Jean King President Reagan appoints Sandra Day O'Connor to be the first woman on the Supreme Court The Pac-Man video game is introduced in the US Alicia Keys, Elijah Wood, Kelly Rowland, Anna Kournikova, and Britney Spears are born Los Angeles Dodgers win the World Series Oakland Raiders win Superbowl XV New York Islanders win the Stanley Cup Raiders of the Lost Ark is the top grossing film "Bette Davis Eyes" by Kim Carnes spends the most time at the top of the US charts MTV debuts on cable television, playing music videos 24 hours a day Gimme a Break premieres

What Happened the Year You Were Born?

this is pretty interesting

You Are A Break Up Pro!

If there were an Emily Post of breaking up, it would be you. You know exactly when and how to end each relationship Plus, you are sweet enough to minimize heartbreak Bottom line, your ex's all remember you fondly - thanks to your break up class

Are You a Break Up Artist?

You Are Aphrodite!

A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on

What Goddess Are You?

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Emphathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You Right Brained or Left Brained in Love?

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

Your Pride Quotient: 72%

You're beyond proud - you think you're honorary royalty. And while you may be nice on occasion, it's usually just to get what you want.

How Much Pride Do You Have?

You Can Make 79% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You

Your seduction skills are practically legendary. You know how to close the deal. Just don't let someone you're really into get the better of you! As long as you keep up your end of the flirting game, you'll get the prize at the end.

Can You Make Anyone Fall in Love With You?

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is high. It's your way or the highway when it comes to love. You like to be very involved in your sweetie's life. No question, you like to be the one calling the shots. Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is high. You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love. Having your own life is very important for you... Even more important than having a relationship.

The Five Variable Love Test

You Are Most Like Carrie!

You're quirky, flirty, and every guy's perfect first date. But can the guy in question live up to your romantic ideal? It's tough for you to find the right match - you're more than a little picky. Never fear... You've got a great group of friends and a great closet of clothes, no matter what! Romantic prediction: You'll fall for someone this year... Totally different from any guy you've dated.

Which Sex and the City Vixen Are You?

Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Spiderman

"I have always been standing in your doorway. Isn't it about time somebody saved your life?"

What Famous Movie Kiss Are You?

bored.

You Are 84% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride.

How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Your Birthdate: June 4

You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking. However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone. Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2 You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing. That doesn't mean you don't rock out... You just rock out with meaning. For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

i'm a what???

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Gorgeous Assassin. Where You Lived: Cyprus. How You Died: Killed in Battle.

Who Were You In a Past Life?