Saturday, May 05, 2007

The Great Relapse.

i'm almost back to my old self again. :) Yey! The memories that were once painful to think about became distant thoughts that somehow make my heart melts. So here's the greatest relapse happening right now inside my room. Memories that make me smile, laugh and sad all at the same time... great feeling on a lazy sunday morning. :)

Time: OCTOBER LAST YEAR, Friday the 13th, friday morning.
Where: Petron, Cyberzone Alabang Muntinlupa


On our way there, maybe around 2:30am, after the claims training inside B's CRV.. after we bought shawarma with Aminah and Mike.. B suddenly stopped the car and confessed.. "Its happening, Kellie. I tried to deny it.. I tried to hide it but its happening. I dunno.. it was there all along. You have this charm.. around boys. I dunno what it is.. pati ako nabiktima mo. You make me weak.. you have that effect on me."

Me: I don't know how long I will be strong. Pero if i give in.. will you promise not to tell a soul?

B: Do you really think I'm strong? I'm not Kels.

Outside after parking his car..

B: Since Margo is here.. i promise to behave. (Kisses me on my cheek)

After a while. After hanging out with Margo. I walked him to his car to get my stuff.
K: Hey you, drive safely. (leaned over to give him a kiss on his cheek but instead he moved his head to catch my lips.. and we kissed gently for a while.)
B: You are a great kisser. I hope I'm not that bad.

I smiled and walked away.

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We could have been pretty great, B! What could have happened if I didn't let you go that last night in Alabang? What if I just run into your car that morning when you bid me goodbye? That was the last time I ever saw you.. I can feel that inside that we're on the same ground but then we were both scared to confess what we really feel. Whats holding us back, I really don't know. Maybe when the right time comes.. we will know for sure. Thank you for making me happy in that short period of time. I can't promise not to like another guy like you again.. but hey, i've learned better. I promise not to screw it up the next time. Have a great life. :)

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