tangina.

eto kasi yun. Hindi pwede eh.. kahit pa pagbalik baliktarin ang sitwasyon nating dalawa. Hindi pa rin pede. MAy gf ka.. and i'm sure she's great. Hindi pede rebound eh. sama naman nun..i didn't take advantage of anyone just to get over someone.. pero hindi ko naman sinasabi na you're taking advantage of me. I'm sure we're trying to be good friends.. pero hindi pede yung mga ganung hirit. Hindi rin pede na magkagusto ako sa yo.. kahit minsan na gusto ko nang mag fall. Pero sabi ko nga.. FALLING IN LOVE is a really fucked up situation.. di pa ko pede dun. Pero bakit nga ba ganun? PAg tuwing nakakakita ako ng taong gusto ko.. kundi may GF.. may gusto naman yung close friend ko. Potah. ano ba namang klaseng karisma meron ako? Kundi mukhang karpintero.. feeling ninja naman yung magkakagusto sa kin.. tapos may mga stalkers pa. Tapos mga mama's boys.. tapos may mga cute guys na confused.. o kaya palikero.

ang blog na ito ay hindi nagfi feeling. Nagrereklamo lang! Juskulord naman! Kelan ba siya darating pag tinatamad na yung matris kong mag produce ng egg cells? wag naman ganun. Dein yun tama. Mabait ako at cute. Sarcastic at mean nga lang paminsan... sana naman yung susunod maayos ng mag isip at saka may plano sa buhay. Nyahahhaha.

what the heck?!

You know I can't. Masasaktan na naman ako nito eh. What the hell does it mean? To keep you calm? I just can't. I have to walk away from this.. as fast as i can.. or I'll be in the same shit again. I know she's great.. and I know you like me too but I can't be the girl on the side. There's no compromise. There's no US. Remember that.

addicted.

Yeah.. its me and my prison break adventures again. You know that feeling when something magical just fades after a couple of days had passed by? yup. I'm not making any sense. Again. But here's to that magical feeling! it haven't faded. Its just killing me.

So i'm not making any move.. and I don't plan to make one. First thing first... one of my closest friends have this big crush on you. Going after you.. makes me feel like betraying someone else's trust. Second, you are so fucking commited. And you said she's great. So what em I going to do about that? Nothing, right? I'm not supposed to do anything. So tomorrow, I'll stop talking to you. The hell, I will. I like you I guess.. a lot. But its just not worth it. I don't want to be happy at the expense of someone else's misery. we like each other, I know that. Hell, thats why its so hard to walk away from this. :) But we both have to do it. Sooner or later.