relapse 101

I don't want to go over this again. As much as i could, I've been burying my head from the shitload of paperworks at work. I don't ever want to think that you are with the great gf as of the moment. I saved our history together... and I'm just waiting for the attachment to pop out in the screen as we speak... and i feel like i've been torn into pieces. I could prolly burst into tears right now. But anyways.. its part of my therapy.. I need to know when to stop.

[02:21] LPaoAPAC: kun mahaba ang daliri mu sa paa .. kasing haba ng sa kamay medyo weird na un
[02:21] LPaoAPAC: hahahahaha
[02:21] kellieppoapac: babe.. lahat na nagsabi sa kin.. sina jay.. celso margo na ampangit ng kamay ko
[02:21] LPaoAPAC: better grip ka pa sa feet than sa hands o
[02:21] kellieppoapac: parang panlalaki
[02:21] LPaoAPAC: theyre not
[02:21] LPaoAPAC: they arent
[02:21] LPaoAPAC: they are not
[02:22] LPaoAPAC: and they soft too
[02:22] LPaoAPAC: lol
[02:22] kellieppoapac: but anyways.. i think it doesn't matter naman eh.. what they think.. as long as you think its ok.. then i can go to sleep peacefully na sigurp
[02:22] kellieppoapac: lol
[02:22] LPaoAPAC: betcha dont remember that one
[02:22] LPaoAPAC: LOL
[02:22] kellieppoapac: i remembered din that!
[02:22] LPaoAPAC: yeah right
[02:23] LPaoAPAC: what would you have done if i just held your hand right then and there and didnt let go
[02:23] kellieppoapac: i think we compared hands eh for like a minute or something
[02:23] LPaoAPAC: coz i was thaaaaaaaaaaaaat close to doing so LOL
[02:23] kellieppoapac: you'll do that to your friend din naman di ba?
[02:23] LPaoAPAC: gutierrez - acw
[02:23] LPaoAPAC: hindi e :(

*but you let it go.. we could have been really happy.