Drunk.

The title says drunk.. but I'm really not, I'm not even feeling topsy turvy. A little bit sober I guess.. but not drunk. So why the fucking title? I dunno. I just got home from hanging out with friends. I guess.. because some of the people I've spent time with today are just friends of a friend. Can't even remember their names. We went to this place somewhere in Tomas Morato.. the place was jampacked with slimy, drunk, horny, perky, cocky and show off life forms.. I don't even know why we ended up there. The plan was to chill out somewhere quiet. But most of the friends that I'm expecting to be there, stood us up so we ended nowhere.

Alcohol influences me to think weird. I've been having some weird thoughts lately and I don't even want to blog them. Eto na lang yun : Sorry. If somehow some way you felt pain in the process. You came into my life when the only thing that I can offer is friendship. I didn't mean to give you false hopes.. things just happen. I was coward to step up.. I'm really sorry. I hope things don't change between us.. because the intimate moments as we know just went to the drain.. flushed by our silly pride. But I;m still hoping that we can still be friends just like before. I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to treat you like shit. You are special to me.. I was just scared. I moved on.. I always wish for your happiness..and I know that someday another person will come to my life.. will take your place in myheart.. but our memories will always be here.. in my mind. Thank you for everything. I have never felt so alive in my life. :)