take it slow.. definitely maybe.

i'm not the girl on the side anymore. but she loves you and she will do anything to win you back.. and you said you're being weak. .. there's a 60/40 chance that you might go back with her if she pleads. Believe me.. i know where you're coming from. but then i guess i am confused of where we are right now... so we decided to take it slow.. after the kiss and the holding hands part... we drew a line that states : THIS WAY TO FRIENDSHIP.

i honestly don't know if we are going to work this way. it sure is painful and uncertain after all the things that we've done. Is it possible to rewind everything back and start on a clean slate? I dunno. I guess I should give it a try coz the way we presented it.. it seemed like a very good idea at this point of time. To be friends so that we won't screw up the little something that's going on between the two of us. Maybe we shouldn't really rush into things.. maybe it shouldn't be that way.

it feels like dying being in this situation.. of trying hard not to cross the line. What i'm saying is that..i dunno how long i'm going to wait. I just want to be with you now. And it hurts that I can't. I will still talk to you..we will still go out. We are on the process of getting to know each other again.. and that sucks, man. It really does.

later.