lazy sunday afternoon.

I woke up around 11pm last night. I had friends calling me to go out and party there.. at the FORT. I didn't go. Well, for starters.. I want to spend my waking hours in peace. This is a good night to watch all the DVDs that I missed a couple of months ago. I realized way back... I really stopped connecting to myself. Weird huh? But yup.. suddenly I stopped playing PS.. play the guitar.. read my favorite column every sunday morning in TODAY. And worst.. I suddenly found myself sending credits to my phone.. when I never really bother to charge it on weekends. I never cared if its working or not.. its really weird. Well maybe.. way back.. I... hmmm.. thats another story. Tired of blogging about it.

So I'm up and picking up the pieces of my broken self. Haha! So it didn't kill me.. then I guess it should make me stronger. I was up in the wee hours of the morning chatting with some friends in Canada and Germany and Bam. And mind you.. he makes so much sense when he's drunk. Hahaha. Sorry, Bam. If you're reading this.. I just want to make fun of you. He is such a blabbermouth.. reminds me of someone. Well, I shouldn't be really blogging about this because this might leave an impression that I'm an airhead.. but I really appreciate it when you said that I've grown a lot. And I look really sophisticated the last time you saw me in Libis with Kim. It means a lot coming from you. ;) And you said a lot of things about competition and goals. Well to be honest.. that makes so much sense and I'm grateful for the pieces of advice. Thanks, boss!

So.. after the chat I went on jogging for maybe about an hour. I saw a couple of senior citizens running and walking and dragging their asses for an early exercise. When I got home, I fell asleep. I woke up and watched Dawn of the Dead with my mum while having lunch. Nice soundtrack. We tried some CDs but like the PB cd.. most of them are defective. So, she ended up watching Killing Me Softly instead of War of the World and I'm here blogging. I don't like seeing Joseph Fiennes because he is like a twin brother of someone that I don't even want to remember. This is not Alex, mind you. A different guy from my past. My friends are always nosey about my lovelife.. I don't know why. maybe because I don't go into details like most of them do. I'm very private, I guess. Especially when I'm really into someone... if you meet most of my friends.. it can be pretty irriatting that they are fishing 99% of the time.. or say statements as if they know what's happening.. its funny because most people will give into that.. but honestly.. they really don't know the real score. they've done it with a guy i dated once.. and this guy taught that I was a kiss and tell.. it was an awful scenario way back but when I think about it today.. it cracks me up. But I love my friends.. i don't have an awful lot but I'm sure that they can be trusted. And with that being said, I would like to apologize to my long time best bud : Sorry Carl, I really want to be alone when you called last night.. so I didn't answer. You know me... when I want to be bugged I'll let you in the house.. but when I want to sleep.. well, hell! you have your own house! I love you, pal. Hang in there. You'll be fine.

I was thinking of asking my mum for a movie date. GHOSTRIDER. But I'm really lazy.. maybe next week. I might take a leave this coming Monday because its her bday. Long weekend again! Gosh..I love vacations! And damn.. I really want to spend them with that guy who has a very weird name that starts with a W.. eat your heart out, WIMBLEDON! Hell, its not you! In your dreams, man.